A Real Life
Becoming SSE student is the best thing in my life. I am really happy but in other side, I have to think about my responsible and I have to be ready to leave my family and stay far away in a big city that is Jakarta.
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Well, talking about Jakarta, I do not have an idea before because I never come to this city. I just know it from television. Last time, I thought that Jakarta was interesting and nice place. We could get everything that we wanted easily. After staying here some months. I say that what I thought about this city before is not really right. Why?
During studying in SSE, Jakarta. I have many experiences in this city. My mind changes this city is not always interesting nag nice. There are many things that often makes me understand that lo live here is hard especially in SSE.
It is because SSE and Jakarta as like melting pot. There are many people from outside Jakarta come and do activity here even some of them stay in it. Of course, all of them have different background included education, religion, trap and culture. It is hard enough for me as beginner to survive and adapt with new environment which is really multicultural.
SSE, my campus is one of place that shows me the real life with any difference inside. There are many kinds of religion here for example Hindu, Christen and Islam and also there are many kinds of traps as like java, sunda, batak and also madura. Can you imagine that?
I ever felt confused before, ‘how to survive?’ this question always comes and comes to me. Ya.. as like other students, at the first I just have relation with my friend who are from same hometown with me. But inside of my heart, I disagree with my way because it is not really good. As human, I understand that I can not stay only myself or my group. I need to develop myself to be better so I need income from others.
Day by day, I realize that it is a life even hard but I have to survive because I am here right now. Hence, I try to open myself and make relation with others. Even sometimes, it is not easy to be close. Based on my experience, some people always think that they are better than the other, they are different from other. It is a beginning of a problem. When they have said like that they become comfort staying with people who has same type with them. To face that kind of problem, I usually keep in my mind that everyone is useful. It means that everyone is important so I believe that I can be part of them.
One thing that I still remember in my memory. When Students make a group for their assignment. I see one or two of them always dominate others. It happens because they think that they are better than others. It is really not good because when they have though like this one usually the do not want to listen to others’ input or sometimes underestimate them. It is something that I hate. What do you think?
But I can do anything, one point that I always keep in my mind to control myself. I should be positive thinking and believe myself.
Here in the third semester, I have studied about Humanistic Study. From this course, I more understand how people should do in society in their life. As candidate of teacher, I do realize that I have duty to help my student to face their life someday. But before preparing my student I have to prepare myself.
by Ira Ernawati